sometimes i just want to tell you my feelings for you so that i can get it out of my system, because i already know the answer to the situation. but you act so confusingly that i dont know if i should or not. you brought me through the toughest times in army and now i dont know what happened. and so i turn to others to give me the momentary satisfaction and comfort that you couldnt provide at the moment. and then i feel miserable because my feelings become divided. everyone else seems to have the easy way out except me.
i feel im missing something. i need something more to look forward to everyday when i wake up. everyday when i wake up i feel like there's nothing really worth it to live for. its so superficial and its a problem but i just dont feel like changing because its easier to remain like that. that's my problem.
i have duty on my birthday. what?
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